Sunny day outside, in here things are not so bright. Everyone around me seems to be in similar moods, but angrier. Does this mean I’m handling my mood better than the rest, or just that I’ve given myself in? I’d surely like to believe the first option. The ‘collateral damage’ goes on, and I’m at a loss for words. If at least I could explain or react in any way… But I just seem to grow numb against my will. Will you forgive me? Will I stop before it gets too late? I’m scared. Scared of hurting you, scared of losing you, scared that this dark mood will scare you away despite all the rest. I’m silent, but my hands are reaching for you. Please…
On a lighter note, got some new gear today, a tambourine and new sets of brushes. Played for a little while this afternoon, it was good keeping my head busy and away from the rest. Tambourine works fine, and spent some time with the brushes trying to understand their feel. It’s a whole new range of sounds, great for the more acoustic direction we’re treading now. After years of playing full-blast it’s interesting to face new and unexpected challenges, facing completely different approaches to playing. I hope I’m up to it. One thing is for sure, feel really motivated. It’s not just the new directions in terms of playing, it’s also the concept we’re trying now. Of all the projects I have been in, this is what feels closer to what I’ve had in my mind for years, not only in musical terms, but in terms of commitment, energy and seriousness. A change is gonna come…?
Into twilight.
On a lighter note, got some new gear today, a tambourine and new sets of brushes. Played for a little while this afternoon, it was good keeping my head busy and away from the rest. Tambourine works fine, and spent some time with the brushes trying to understand their feel. It’s a whole new range of sounds, great for the more acoustic direction we’re treading now. After years of playing full-blast it’s interesting to face new and unexpected challenges, facing completely different approaches to playing. I hope I’m up to it. One thing is for sure, feel really motivated. It’s not just the new directions in terms of playing, it’s also the concept we’re trying now. Of all the projects I have been in, this is what feels closer to what I’ve had in my mind for years, not only in musical terms, but in terms of commitment, energy and seriousness. A change is gonna come…?
Into twilight.
3 comments:
Tanta tristeza num coração tão lindo para quê?Porquê?
Medo...?! Como te compreendo..É a palavra que ecoa na minha cabeça com mais frequência e que se apodera de mim mais profundamente de cada vez que penso que vai chegar o dia em que me vão arrancar a coisa mais importante da minha vida e que dá sentido a tudo...
Tu não sabes magoar ninguém... És demasiado puro e lindo para isso... mesmo em dias maus a beleza do teu coração impera sobre qualquer coisa...
Estou e estarei sempre aqui...Não há nada mais forte do que o que sinto por ti e isso é capaz de ultrapassar qualquer coisa...já tivemos provas mais do que suficientes disso!!!
EU AMO-TE!!!
Of all the projects I have been in, this is what feels closer to what I’ve had in my mind for years, not only in musical terms, but in terms of commitment, energy and seriousness.
É bom saber disso...e digo em português que é a minha língua...
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